You don’t have to work harder.
You don’t have to do it like everyone else.
You don’t have to fit into a fucking mold.
You never will.
You never did.
You were never meant to.
If you keep on trying so hard to do it right.
To be like them.
To fit in.
It will eventually kill you.
The truth is.
I know. Because I’m like you.
I never fit in.
They never liked me.
I was always killing it. But never felt like I was enough.
Everything I touched turned to gold.
But I was never fulfilled. Never happy. Never satisfied.
By all the doing.
All the making.
All the forcing.
All the figuring it out.
I still felt empty.
And I’m guessing you do too.
I still kept trying.
To do be better. To be better.
But not a better me.
A better version of who I thought I was supposed to be.
A better version of the woman I thought they wanted.
I dug in deeper.
I worked harder.
Showed up more.
Until I didn’t.
Until I let go.
Until I walked away from everything.
And it all changed.
I started to remember.
Who I was.
Why I came here.
My purpose. My passion. My mission.
I stopped trying so hard to prove that I was good enough.
I stopped trying to prove that I could do it.
I stopped trying to prove that I deserved to be here.
And I decided to just be.
To show up every day.
Ask...show me. What would you have me be. Who would you have me serve. How would you have me serve them.
Listen...I made space. I meditated. I listened for the answer.
Trusted...I decided that the first answer I hear is always from God.
And I did what I heard.
Every. Single. Time.
Whatever I heard. That’s what I did next.
And it changed everything.
I felt peace.
Making money stopped feeling like work.
I stopped letting fear drive the car.
I stopped being afraid to go all in on the madness of being me.
I stopped beating myself up.
I stopped feeling like I wasn’t enough.
I stopped letting those voices define me.
I took aligned action. I gave myself space to create.
I loved ME first.
Before my kids. Before my business. Before my Clients. Before my friends. Before my family.
Before it all.
I connected in to the source within me. My Abundance. My God.
I loved me first.
Then. And only then. I did everything else.
And it was it magical.
I see you. I believe in you. And you do not have to do this alone.